I loved this Post Secret card, well actually I love them all.
This weeks picture reminds me of how I quite often feel.
Five years ago, I was at the top of my game, lots of money, flying around the world, and I seemed to have it all. But I didn't and life came crashing down around me.
I then started over, and life has become so much more simple. Instead of having a hard core corporate life, and living life in the fast lane, I have chosen to go back to school to become a healer.
I now have the time to wake up each morning, look out to the day, and smell the coffee....literally. Enjoying my dogs so much is a direct result of that old life. I never did seem to appreciate anything at that time of my life except the party night life. Anyway....
Currently I walk around feeling a strong love for my new life...but at the back of my head, there continues to be this little nagging voice that causes obtrusive thoughts, urging me on do something different and"bigger" with my life, and not going to school to do something as inconsequential as acupuncture.
I believe that it's a problem of some sort...because once again, that means I am not living in the moment.
O well, that's okay because I'm working on it. I am hopping that when that "bigger" moment comes, it will be big because I have been helping others, not just myself.
Today is weigh in day, and I am really happy with the results. Last week I was discouraged, this week, I am encouraged.
I am at the 130 lb mark, and getting ready to great the 129 pound mark. Yippee!
I have seven more weeks to go until the competition. At this rate, I will be much better than last year. However, I am cautious because the body has a tendency of hitting plateaus...so I am keeping fingers crossed and NEVER cheating!
Pinky and Daisy are also a part of this Sunday weigh in. Daisy turned 3 months Sept 24th, so this is her at about 14 weeks. Together they are two little lovely scamps!
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Posted by Holly Mead at 7:53 AM