I started flirting around with the idea of seeing my ole main squeeze.....Big Mistake.
I guess it is was the superficial side of me that was the motivating factor. He is turning 50 this month and in celebration he got himself in top notch shape and is doing a show to strut his renewed physique (he is an ex body builder). Yes indeed....he does look mighty tasty.
But none the less...we're the same people with the same views....that just don't jive, and I am feeling like I let myself get sucked back into a situation that could go no where, not that I wanted to go anywhere....because we can't agree on much at all...another mistake AGAIN.
I keep making bad judgments, and at some level I know I'm making these mistakes when I do it....I guess that's better than not knowing that I'm doing them...right?
Geez...some one call a shrink Pleeeeze!
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Ya Just Can't Go Back...
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I know just what you mean. I went back to my ex so many times, about 6 or 7, I think.
Never was a good idea, but sometimes I just couldn't resist. I guess that was my addiction in life.
Geez, haven't we all done things like that? Life is all topsy turvy for you right now and why would you be expected to be making perfect decisions too?
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