Get A Clue Holly

Its Friday night...which always brings me back that to that time...

Friday nights were always about the party...

He always had that weekend itch...Friday nights meant going to the most hippest parties, hanging out with the coolest people, and partying the night away.

Let's see, I've written twice about some very vivid times, that at the end of the day got me into deep waters with this guy...A guy that became a big part of my life..for better or worse.

So what comes to mind...

These are the things that should of given me a clue way back then during that very first seductive Florida night.

They were all there, the clues were so clear...but I guess when your bound and determined to "be in love" all reasoning just flies out the window;

Here goes:

1) He was in Florida trying to get a screen play published...how funny when looking back!

2) He did not own a car.

3) He was staying with friends and did not have his own place because;

4) He didn't have any money

OMG....unbelievable..LOL.

Here's what he did have to offer;

1) He made me laugh.

2) I loved to kiss him.

3) I had a huge amount of fun with him (which later would be a problem for me).

4) I liked the way he looked, I loved his beautiful smile.


I can smile at this folly now...because I know for a fact; that I could never fall for a guy like that ever again.

I have become so "all knowing".

I guess...once you've been taken to the cleaners you won't allow yourself to go there again.

I don't think I have the capacity to fall in love again...Maybe because of the trauma that the relationship brought to my life...

Or now as I age...

The lack of hormones!

I just can't see it ever happening again....