Day 2.....and how it hurts..

I'm a person of extremes ...if I can't do it all...I don't do it at all...this includes dieting.....why diet if I can't starve myself....This is my second day of eating clean..carb restrictions...and it hurts when you take them out of your diet! Ouch!

I look okay...average right now...but I have done body building and I know that feeling of when your body is lean and toned...average does not do it for me...

So I live in a state of being completely unsatisfied with myself.....so finally have decided to go back to my roots and get back to where I was two years ago..and do it over the next six months...so by summer time watch out....

I was looking at my body building pictures...o boy...How far I have fallen...not to worry...only takes three weeks to start showing a clean diet...

My problem! Jose ! He loves to cook and loves to tempt me...and I admit it..I have been weak! But no more damn it...I will be strong....

Laat time I cut down...I video blogged it...Ha! Wouldn't be caught dead...well maybe I should do it..I could do it and only me see it....Okay...that;'s what I am going to do..THEN in three weeks...I will post it with the progress....

This is a commitment to ME!!!! Yes I CAN!