Saturday Night...

Mid Terms for me again....this is one of two semesters left....and then I'm done...kinda.

Once an acupuncturist finishes school, it takes about another 250 study hours in order to prepare for the state exam...IF one should decide to stay in the state of California...which I may not. I would just have to take the national exam and...wha laa...I'm an acupuncturist...Done...a five year journey...completed.

I am seriously considering moving to Florida when I compete my Masters...why? Because I can go there and practice on animals...clinic and all...but then again...I don't know.

I feel sad that I have to make this choice since my home is up in the air...I'm still not sure where this is going...but feels like down the tubes....but I don't want to dwell on that.....I figure I have about five more months here.

So I ask my self....if you could go anywhere in the wold where would you want to go....because I can do ya know....There is NOTHING holding me here....I am lost from my family, I don't have one anymore, and I guess I never really did....I don't have a significant other...well kinda, but it can't go anywhere and its been on hold for awhile...but he still is on the outskirts of the parameters...waiting for the word. Not sure if he will ever hear it again...sigh.....who knows.

I've become a loner...just like my mother. Thanks mom.

So...here I sit, me and my book and my sleeping dogs....On a Saturday night....would I have it any different?

I don't think so....I like things just the way they are.